peifang got an
A FOR PHYSICS!my heart was doing 10 somersaults when i got my paper(: though i was quite upset that i got my kinematics part wrong, and i got one structured question all wrong. but i still got A , yay power me!
and then kailee called me to say the birks have arrived YAYYAYYAY!
and, i ate one whole pizza for lunch i duno why, i was waiting for my stomach to feel full but that never came in time. so i'm going to detox for dinner now.
anyway, today mr lee was telling us about how our first prelim paper is on september 10. i was shocked! my birthday's on the 4th! i won't celebrate then!
so i quickly called my mom. and we've decided that i'll just celebrate along with my brother's extremely belated one at chijmes. he's is very late, mine's much too early. well, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANYWAY!
there's a birthday party this saturday, oh foodie you're my one enemie.
anyways, i had coffeeclub lunch with steph on tuesday. it was a nice place to chill. still i ought to hit myself, for not knowing that there exists a coffee club in siglap. all i know it that thai express, cartel, starbucks, pizzahut, what else. now i can save all the trouble la!
now i can walk to coffee club from school!(:
im a packet of unhappiness.
anyway, well not that life is all that bad. they gave out free brownies in school, which i thought was probably the high-light of my tuesday. okay all in all, school is such a bore REALLY. except for the few moments i have nice chats with my classmates which comes as rarely as a comet. everybody's in a pycho-time-line schedule and they've spun me into it too. it's so stressful. like going out for lunch makes me feel so out of skin, like it doesn't quite fit into my life equation.
and when i get home, i rest this tired soul, i drown myself in the lord's music, because it's the only thing that keeps me from reaching break point.
and that aside, i have been a procrastinator and im hating that.
i haven't booked our reservation at chijmes yet.
i haven't gone past the first few lines of my top3achievements.
i'm so darn boiled down with work, i can't even mentally recall all the church duties i have. and i know i'm almost fully booked for the next 2 months.
i'm so increasingly stressed about breaking out of the shell and getting the MUSIC going because i think our church needs to grow, our music has to grow, we need new songs, new people, we need to MOVE. it makes me all torn apart inside. GOD HELP ME PLEASE HELP ME HELP ME.
and like i can feel like a
terrible friend. but i feel like i have
terrible friends also. i need a chloe miller or a jeremy baxter to make me feel good again.
so far i've checked out the nus website. only dentistry looks like a good course to me. which worries me, becos if i don't go in i'll be totally lost. and i guess i'm set on staying here. like, i don't really have a choice. ok don't make me cry again./ trust me, i don't want to go to nus.
just came back from macdonald's breakfast with my mom and my brother. i know i swore( to myself) not to touch fast food cos it kills you fast and it's like fake food but my brother wanted to eat. so like we went grocery shopping and it was so fun grabbing food and we're having sushi tonight!
oh gosh i'm so tired you know. all these late nights. which is pretty my fault because it's not like i have to study or anything but i nvr tuck myself in in time, and i keep going out and doing stuff which tires me out i think my body is screaming for me to automatically go into snooze.
had a nice long chat with stephanie last night, and we started to talk about like all our mini sagas in sec3 and 4. mel seet! haha.
anyways i have been following wimbledon everyday and i haven't watched a single match of justine hennin! ):
oh ya. and the 'dress' i bought from forever21 is actually a tunic. say OHMYREALLY?
yesterday i followed my family to watch soccer since we were having dinner after that and they won 5-nil. i'm so lucky to catch a win(:
ok i have to admit i was tossing in bed last night because i felt like i have been a bad friend. it's so silly because i'm like this because i'm trying to keep a distance you know. like i know people may think it's dumb or whatever and like ' he's just your friend' but i don't believe i am able to truly cope with that. you know how when you treat guys like your girlfriends, they think that you like them, when you keep your distance they think you're being stuck-up. ya so i was keeping my distance, as is what i have planned to do forever, then i realised that i was being the world's worst most rotten friend. which makes me feel like a mouldy donut now. and i wanted to call, that was what i wanted to do, but my mind was telling me no. so all in all, i feel terrible.
