yesterday i went out my my mom after school(: it was incredible cos everybody's probably at home mugging their brains so dry and there wasn't a single student in sight. it was so pure hahaa. we had a nice lunch chatting and my mom ordered the full course goodness. then we went shopping(: she bought me a nice dress from warehouse yay. shopping with moms's really the best. then i showed her the bag from topshop i wanted for my birthday and she said it was ugly and i hadn't even said anything! so now i have to think of something else. but my mind's blank. shall wait then.
anyway, school's been flying by so fast. this is my last week with my classmates, my school, my finally-cold library, my thai-pan cravings. i can't imagine life w/o shool. i may detest work and everything, but i'll feel so lost. who am i kidding, it's heart-wrenching!
I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here
I hope you understand
We might find our place in this
world someday
But at least for now
I gotta go my own away
Don't wanna leave it all behind
But I get my hopes up
and I watch them fall everytime
Another color turns to grey
and it's just too hard to watch it all
slowly fade away
I'm leaving today 'cause I've
gotta do what's best for me
you'll be ok..
what i fear most.
is absolutely unwritten.
today i butchered my hair at jeanyip. maybe it was my angst acting up again. i just decided i needed to cut my hair. maybe it was because of the scorching sun. so i just walked in. and the guy spent like 2 hours cutting 3 inches off. that's what i asked for, which is about the length of my pinky. and he also gave me a long undesired thesis on my hair and his skills. seriously dude, i just want to cut my hair! i don't want to know what a blunt technique is ): he just kept talking and talking about hair. thankgoodness the call saved me.
but at least i didn't leave the salon crying right, that's good that's good.
