why hellooo hello.
IM SO DEAD TIRED):
yesterday i went out with steph to vivocity where we shopped so diligently. and she bought like so many things. i tried on a lot but i didn't really like whatever i tried, although i was very appalled to see the whole zara going on sale. it was mobbed, seriously. i've nvr seen all the dresses arranged together, it was almost heaven. but all the dresses' cutting were sorta too big and awkward. i wonder who wears them. it's like wearing your mom's tablecloth. and i did try a lot so this is justified haha. so we hopped off to forever21 where we also spent approximately an hour or so at, going into the dressingroom a million times. but i know i can always count on forever21 (:
but my favouritest buys were from diva haha.
and one tip, ALWAYS bring something to munch on when u go out. you can nvr tell if there's that situation where u don't want to eat at certain places and you're left to eat from breadtalk.
so then i met kailee and we went fr the SHINE meeting, and i was late again. i'm forever late, it's so bad! and i keep taking the train in all the wrong directions, WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME. then we walked around heeren with justin
scape park is one interesting place. i can't believe i spent like 6 hours there today!
anyways anyways, i've been reading the book my brother bought for me and it's so GOOD. it puts christian relationships in a place i've nvr seen before. like how you never have to worry because God will really bring you that one special person whom you KNOW is the one. and he will be a christian, one that's so passionate about God and passionate about his life, it's almost exciting! weehoo(:
i can't wait for my birks to come. i can imagine dragging three boxes home when kailee passes them to me in school(:(:
this is quoted from what i saw on park's blog. haha. and i do agree.
What f***ing order of rxn is that?!?! NB, want to set that kind of qn then teach us during lecture or tutorial arh, dun anyhow set questions we never see before
so the mid-yrs are over! and we had our dinner celebration at aston's at east coast road. i really did like the blackpepper chicken(: plus we had expensive chocolate fondue at the stonegrill restaurent place after that. there are people at my house so i can't watch wimbledon): i can't wait for them to go home so i can go superglue my butt to the couch and eat my chips and watch my favourite handsome tennis players(:
i don't feel liberated, just really tired. maybe because i know mid-yrs is really only the beginning of another difficult few months to go all the way to the dreaded As/ and truth be told, i wish to study overseas. but being the weepy mommy's darling i am i don't think i can last a week without flooding the world with my tears. i'm a big crybaby and it's so embarassing.
i've started reading the book my brother for me!
tmr i'll be spending qualiteee time with my bestie so i'm very happy(;
my room is in a hazardous state because there're pens strewn all over my table and notepads everywhere and my files are all segregated into many sub-files. it's a nightmare, i'm almost fearful of opening any file now.
we took our class photo today and it felt so nostalgic. even though it was 15 minutes before our math paper, albeit the fact that the elective hub is ONE COOL PLACE to chill, i felt warm and happy.
so there's one paper left.
well, i would say that physics was good, gp and econs were alright. it was a pretty good start.
and then came the paper today.
apart from the fact that i had no time, that i studied so darn hard, that i couldn't understand any sick thing, that i thought i was taking H10, albeit in arabic, it went great. ok, so everybody thought it was hell. it's very demoralizing to do something so beyond the function of your brain. i would very much like to publicise our chem paper so people can see how friggin hard the vjc paper is. and like in our school, to get an A is no easy task, it requires effort of humongous proportions, and if anybody should get an A for this paper, i think he should just graduate and take his honours.
it was that bad. the structured was like an appetiser for the
kamikaze mcq . have u ever done 30 questions which are all of the same difficulty of like 100 times that of alevels. i hate this.
math tmr. matt says it's very difficult, and he's like a math-zen. KAY.
emo emo. i'm eating calbee chips now to calm the fire.
cross my heart, i'll laugh it off but deep down i'm really feeling lousy.
i know i should be studying, but i'm so happy so im gonna blog(: my family's out at my aunt's place and im alone at home becos the mid-yrs COMMENCE TMR!
my brother's back from melbourne and i really can say there's no better way to end this holiday. he bought a lot of stuff back, 24 krispykreme doughnuts, 12 boxes of my favourite cheese crackers,
a little miss sunshine tee for me and a book which i will definitely eat into the moment my math paper ends of thursday, honey and stuff, boomerangs, lots of funny posters and so on. IT'S JUST SO GREAT THAT HE'S BACK!!!!!! and i think he really misses us haha.
this holiday has been fulfilling, amidst teaching myself discipline, getting to those books, doing cip, spending time with my friends, getting to see how wonderful they truly are and how much they mean to me. and last but not least, how i've had time to do my quiet time with God, to thank him that i have someone who loves me so much whom i can love back with my whole heart. i love you God, thanks for being with me all the time(:
