Friday, June 15, 2007

i pity everybody but i LALLOVE the song accidentally in love by counting crows.
sing sing sing sing sing!
it's been playing the whole night. and it's still groovy. haha. everytime they say ' surrender to the strawberry icecream' it's like WAHA.
last night, was a good night of studying for me. and although we watched 50 first dates at 2 am and the voices were like echoing it was still nice.
OKAY, PAPPILLIO TIME!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

alright so it's 1139 and im still on this com,
and i really don't know why
till it hit me
BURN.
duh, because tonight nobody's going to remind me i actually needa catch some sleep
it feels a tad weird. and a bit quiet.
maybe i should go back to pretending to work, then again.
i'll probably freak out over some math problems and start going down the philosophical lane of why studying is so pussy. which requires maybe 20 hours of sound counselling.
i might go lie down , take a bit of camomile, maybe hit on some wine, imagine i'm in a meadow with many bunnies, away from me thankyou.
maybe pick up the papers, see what's going on beyond the circle i'm standing in, think of my gp for a second, semi-rant at how the same 'bad' things happen in the world over and over again.
i think i need some pina colada. add on the ' assorted cheese and crackers' . and don't lookat me like that. i'm swimming next week.
well, that's a suggestion.

sometimes you choose to bury love away
not because you stopped loving
but because you loved too much
packeted away, a beautiful memory unblemished

Monday, June 11, 2007

explosion of emotions.
i have nvr rolled my eyes in such weariness.
i have just jumped off a mountain
i painted till my limbs became play-dough
my appetite is small, good grief.
i have tonnnes of books waiting for me, thousands of pages to flip
3 achievements to cook up a story on
many mails awaiting to be received.
i'm very agitated with a person named kenny.
a programme awaiting to be prepared, far alone i stand.
a prayer to prepare. powerpoints to birth.
when people don't reply me in 3 minutes, i feel like throwing my phone into the bin because technology kinda sucks.
infact, i am going to let my phone run out of battery and i'm nvr going to charge it again. i'll give it to my father and pack 10 cent coins with me. a bundle.



OKAY PEIFANG PICK YOUR BUTT UP OFF THE FLOOR, DUST AWAY ALL THIS CRUEL SELF-DEPRECIATING FEELINGS AND START MAKING MIRACLES.