COLOURMYCOUTURE: 2006-09-10

Thursday, September 14, 2006

i have this megabig-ultragigantognitious feeling inside of me saying:
1) I'M NOT FRIGGIN GOING TO SCHOOL TMR.
( but jonathan's passing me my present so i have to go)
2) shit i still have to go to school( but i end at 1250 and i just remembered i promised to play squash with ginny tmr)
3) shit shit shit shit shit i don't want to go to school
4) I JUST HATE SCHOOL
5) I HATE SCHOOL
6) I HATE SCHOOL IT MAKES ME WANT TO CRY IT'S SADSADSAD TO STUDY
7) i'm really in the mood to go shopping,and i think i can. saturday maybe? i need shopping therapy. that bag i bought has been bugging my mind since i've bought it so i've not shopped at all or thought about shopping fr two weeks. but i've still got my birthdaycash. so i can shop right. YES.
8) i think i'll be craving cabonara tmr. approximately in the 1st half hour of gp. anyone wanna cabonara with me?
9) i bought my cetaphil. i'm so very happy.

my unwritten letter

gone is her mad chase, gone are her estatic grins
gone are her blissful smiles
gone is the girl who had once loved
gone is that soul that was once yours to hold
she can't see the sparkle, or the magic of your shelter
she stares into the open field, the wind calls for her to return
lamenting she waits to catch a glimpse, to see,
if things had really changed
if you were still the same
but you took her heart and you broke it like china
how could you bear to hurt her like that
hadn't you learnt? spite does nothing more than to cut slice and toture
she's had enough

goodbye

Wednesday, September 13, 2006

i've been tryin and tryin to study from 8-10 everynight( and i have been) before my daily dose of HAHAHAHAness at 10 pm :) it's the ONLYTHING i can look forward to .
since squash stopped last week i've stopped exercising i feel extremely fat n unhealthy.
it's time to stop eating so much.
maybe i'll be a bit happier. haha. okay very much. CUT DOWN!
and i heard my friend's gay. oh eww.
and i'm misssssssssssing my tuesdays with dino.

I'M SO VERY SAD :(

tv make me happy please,
your beloved addict( i need tv therapy to keep my mind off things)

Sunday, September 10, 2006

shoot for the moon. even if you don't get it you will land among the stars.