physics lab session:
" peifang has never seen wires in her life before. when you were young, you played with dolls.... and bears right. uh, yeeees. so now you must learn." my teacher says
omg.
how am i supposed to know what a capacitor is or that resistance comes in the form of wires when they draw it as a BOX, or that you can kiap all the crocodile clips together. bytheway, my wires caught fire. a small flame, but it scared the wits outta me.
oh well, this week has been extremely long. my brother's finally discharged, but the other's got a terrible flu. think he caught it from the hospital. so, basically the three men in the house are down, and it's left to me and my mom to be superheroes.
didn't go fr youth for christ thing at the rock. was supposed to go with steph sid conran n 2 other girls i don't know. but in the end nobody went, cos i wanted to come home to see my brothers and conran apparently caught a fever and steph said something about guys being indecisive. haha. and now she's quite sad that she didn't go. hahah. although she was quite happy about the call she received. lmao.
and i got something SUPERSWEET and I LOST IT. OMG.
actually, now it's all about school and i'm really focussing on learning my best in tutorials and lectures. and training hard. i want to go out and get stuff, but somehow i'm okay putting fun aside fr awhile.
ohmylord.
my brother's recovering well, thankfully, and i really hope that he can be discharged soon. it's so weird how weird sicknesses struck people who never get sick. HEAL HIM !! thankyous to those who have been praying for him and it's really a nice feeling to have friends who show their concern for my brother whom they don't even know. it means a lot to me! and i remember every thing everyone has said to me(: and joel sent a super sweet basket of fruits when he came to see my brother.
i just went to the doctor's to get cream for my skin infection. and she was like quite intimidating and fierce-looking and i thought i was going to faint cos she looked more like a mortician than a doctor. i thought she was secretly cursing me for makin her work at dinner time.
my dad may have to go to UK for two weeks fr work. shit man. my family's going through such a crisis. fuxian please get welllll!!and he's leavin fr melbourne in EXACTLY one month.
SIGH.
school has been quite terrible too. i took a look at the area tutorial and i knew instantly that i need a math tutor. like NOW. i need someone to teach me to be a smartass. chem is a lot of studying which i can do myself, physics is quite easy, math is just no-way-too-challenging-thinking-even-more-kills-more-cells because i just blank out. i really don't like math man. grrrrrrrrrrrrr.
and the new principal sure is irritating.
i just want everyone to get along
everybody to stop fighting
start giving in
get well
sleep well
live well
be loved
stop wasting time
live longer
and unscrew things
how do you keep living life the ugly way?
the world seems to be morphing into this ugly selfish massive ogre-like muck
