Friday, November 24, 2006

we baked creamy cream puffs yesterday and they were the most delicious lip-smackin cream puffs i've ever tasted =)
went shoe-shopping with ben today (: the sales-person was quite lazy in my opinion, giving lame excuses not to find more shoes in the storage. raaah. to think i pondered for like 5 seconds when i saw the ' help assistant needed' sign at the counter. anyway, then i bought honeystars the ultra big box n a magazine to kill my holiday time yay!


A stranger you were once.
Then, with a gentle look you took my hand.
As our lives engaged,
you lit my life and I held both your hands.
Now that decades have passed,
ours souls have indeed become one.
How fortunate we are
that we have found the love so true
that everyone dreams about.

give me a reason, every day, to smile about something.

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

actually i typed out a lot.
then i just erased it all.
cos i'm feeling all messedupmessedupmessedup right now.
n i can't seem to find the reason why.
it's that feeling of been very unsettled.
everything's taking too long

Sunday, November 19, 2006

the past few days,
have been good times of reflection.

other than yesterday's extreme tanning which has seriously lobsterfied me. it really is painful to be sun burnt. banana boat aloe vera gel does no wonders. i hate this feeeeling! i can't do anything, not even stretch out my arms cos it hurts like crazy.
n i made my specs, i have no affinity with contacts. we don't make good friends.
dad's overseas.
my mom says we might move over to our other house in january, i really do hope so. i've waited what three years?

well, like i said, i really have been thinking.
like much.
i'm worried.
that in the end, i'll be the one letting you down.
i didn't know what to do in the past.
but it's not like i know now either..
maybe, we weren't meant to know everything.
sometimes it's better to choose not to see

i just wanna bite on an ice-cream cone, ride a bike to somewhere far and breezy, not think about anything and just breathe.
deep down, i know my conscience is biting.