Thursday, August 09, 2007

blogger likes to screw up my entries so i have to eventually delete them.
anyway, my life is utterly so blah now .
it's national day and everybody's out havin bbqs and parties and my parents are at marina bay, yes that means they're on tv, almost. and i'm stuck at home, fighting my lazy genes. i just googled chem out of desperation becos i needed help ); isn't that tragic! my brother bought 2 tubs of ben& jerry's for me to make my night less miserable. not that it helps cos i'm totally not going to eat it and add to my misery. i'm going to wake up and run at 7 am tmr, ha. to release all my angst that has built up this week from realising the whole world has the week off too and that my study schedule seems to be getting tighter by the millisecond. and all the blabla things that happened in between. not that they were bad things, just things. maybe i don't want things, any thing for that matter, who cares about my birthday present anyway, i just want to be able to watch tv and sleep and not studi my brains dry.
angsty angsty.

not to mention the fact that i woke up at 930 today, totally missing an important episode of the follow-up to yesterday's Cheer's at 8 am. which totally made me feel sucky for the whole day/ and the ONE mosquito which has been trying to infect me since yesterday which I CANNOT KILL.
and that ******************************* had to totally drive me up the wall. GO ANGST GO!