HI
today i had a sinkin feeling in my heart. last match. in the cab i ' emo-ed' all the way to yiochukang.
in my mind i was like ' you better win this for mr chan' . and first rachel went in and totally thrashed ny. then sharon lost and i was like OHNO. then sinhwee went in and thrashed. then i started playing. and my match lasted longer than sinhwee AND YH's. yes i'm tired. but still i won, 9-0 second set(: . and while i was ohplease i don't want to be the deciding match, but actually we'd already won but i didn't know. oh good. oh well, squash's over! kinda sad, but mmmm. nj match was all drama and two casualties and we lost. i felt like i was watching desperate housewives. so we all cam-whored with all the other schools today. i'm gonna miss the team and mrchan SOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOSOMUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i think i wanna cry.
ok so it's time for me to go design our squash tee.
i need TLC!
i want 400 hours of sleep, squash training to never stop, to see my brother, to shop with stephanie, eat brownies, watch a movie, buy a camera, get my dad's phone, new hair, swim swim swim, go on a holiday with my family, learn jazz piano, my granny to get well.
hello MY LOVE!
i have to say this.
MY LIFE IS VERY, UTTERLY, SADLY, UNAPPROPRIATELY, SORRILY, BORING.
if it's not school work, catching up on stupid math assignments, for the first time absolutely giving new light to the term
flunk for my physics test ( i wrote a formula wrong, how retarded can my brain get seriously ), no really i'm going to fail a test for the first time and i'm not just going to fail it i'm going to get zilch, training day in day out, coming back home like a zombie, not having ANY TIME for ANYBODY.
i can't recall the last time i even HUNG OUT
when was the last time i went to star bucks.
when was the last time i saw my best friends. and like nobody's free to goout with me. TSSSK.
when was the last time i chatted with my cousin.
when was the last time i went shopping.
when was the last time i actually went out at night and
not in uniform or -_-pe. oh deaaar ):
maybe i'll get lost in orchard if i go now.
i need to rid myself of this unhealthy lifestyle that revolves around school only. ew ew ew ew ew!
i want to go melbourne now to see my brother la. life here stinks.
tsssk tsssk tsssk I WANT TO GO OUT .
you tore the veil says:
hes not for u man
you tore the veil says:
hes a freaking ROCKER
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but he just got baptised
you tore the veil says:
YES
sunshine says:
he looks totally notyou tore the veil says:
he screams rock music
you tore the veil says:
duno
you tore the veil says:
haha
you tore the veil says:
hes a christian
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!
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=)
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plus pt la
sunshine says:
i like his high sneakers. ahhahahaaayou tore the veil says:
DARYL AND PINRUI WEAR HIGH SNEAKERS TOO
sunshine says:
aiyasunshine says:
DIFFERENT!you tore the veil says:
i knw
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hahaha
pretty isn't it!
anyway,
yesterday was pretty funny. justin came over cos his mom's helping us install this air-conditioning system that goes throughout the house. whatever it is. whenever i see him i feel so happy! at night we went to visit my grandma! and we had supper at adam's road. i prefer indian prata much more to malay prata. anyway, it was late and i was eating ketupat and satay and feeling very disgusted with myself. ahah.
today was so fun! leading worship was good today, and the session was quite useful. and playing chops with benjamin. last week i had a butterfly sticker, this week my hand ambushed with chops. yes i do feel pretty young. (:
went shopping a lil after church. bought SOCKS haha. my mom wanted to buy me scrunchies but i decided i didn't need to satisfy every want. it's unhealthy.
i'm lookin fwd to training tmr. crucial matches on wed and fri. COMEON . and the softball and soccer matches i'd love to catch!
there's a physics test tmr and i'm totally not in the mood to read about DC CIRCUITS. because i think there's something wrong with my brain i cannot register any thing that involves wires or whatever thingies they have. i don't suck at physics, i suck at circuits. period.
