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Sunday, November 19, 2006

the past few days,
have been good times of reflection.

other than yesterday's extreme tanning which has seriously lobsterfied me. it really is painful to be sun burnt. banana boat aloe vera gel does no wonders. i hate this feeeeling! i can't do anything, not even stretch out my arms cos it hurts like crazy.
n i made my specs, i have no affinity with contacts. we don't make good friends.
dad's overseas.
my mom says we might move over to our other house in january, i really do hope so. i've waited what three years?

well, like i said, i really have been thinking.
like much.
i'm worried.
that in the end, i'll be the one letting you down.
i didn't know what to do in the past.
but it's not like i know now either..
maybe, we weren't meant to know everything.
sometimes it's better to choose not to see

i just wanna bite on an ice-cream cone, ride a bike to somewhere far and breezy, not think about anything and just breathe.
deep down, i know my conscience is biting.

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