Friday, October 27, 2006

we had sakae buffet today . MY VERY FIRST SAKAE BUFFET. (: oh so happy, we were all smiles all the way to marina. and we ate a lot, a lot fr us anyway. i hid rice for my very first time hahaha . actually i would have wanted more yam mochi, it was so nice so nice so nice so nice, maybe cos i've nvr had mochi before . yes, NoOb. it was fun la, we windowshopped fr a little while, eric pointed out nice heels in novo and all of us found it very amusing. ahhaha.
OP thing made me feel very dejected, let's just skip that.

the many million things i've wanted to say:
oh they're all quite randomly written by the way

i miss my best friends very much. it's so ironic how the people you're supposed to be close to are the people you see the least. do you know how hard it is to bottle everything up and have nobody to talk to, nobody who asks, nobody who sees beyond that i'm-ok facade. how many thoughts i've kept to myself, with noone to share with and it all gets lost somewhere in space where i'll never get to retrieve back. even in a whole bunch of people, i feel so alone. but when i think about it, like they do in the movies, even if you don't see your best friends for twenty years down the road, when you meet up you're still best friends and the friendship is still alive. i think it's something we should all hold close to our hearts. i'm glad i'm meetin gladys this saturday, even if we don't find something nice to buy, which i don't think should happen again, we can go get her halloween costume(:

i've always told you i'll be here for you. i know you're hurt so why won't you share with me..
even if we haven't been talking it doesn't mean we're not friends anymore. i don't think friendship is something that dies away, or a momentary thing. i'll be sticking by you as long as you need it. i'll never stop caring , ok? atleast, just believe that. you listened to me when i was depressed, it didn't make you like me less.

another thing i've long wanted to complain about. the closer you are as friends the nicer you should be to one another, it doesn't mean that you can expose all your atrocities and let your friend suffer at your expense because ' it's ok, you know me, i'm like that' . i think that's a completely completely completely horrible way to think.

OKAY. that was ultra long.
just a last shout-out, i miss stephanie n gladys n fiona MUCHMUCHMUCHMUCH!

by peifang at 12:13 AM |