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Monday, August 07, 2006

saturday
played computer games with derrick at his place.he's so cute, kept asking me to play cos maybe i'm good hahahaha. TRUE! anyway, it was a fun time(: i LUFF my cousin!

sunday
church was pretty fine. janell was signalling her ** hand signs to me during service, sending both of us into hopeless giggles.i showed her,cheryl,n benita mr-wonderful's face in my phone. yes it was a close-up picture of his face. i put it as my wallpaper heeheee. for the day only! it got too funny .janelll you like his face tooooooo don't you(: hahaha. kept making me turn on infrared,bluetooth what not mms, but cannot send. no affinity la huh concentrate on narry!! HEEHEE. but cheryl said he looks like vs JEREMY from church, which is haunting me cos i DO SEE THE RESEMBLANCE, but oh please don't confuse me with HIS FACE! lol.
met cheryl n benita fr dinner at billybombers and starbucks fr dessert later. ohhhmyyyyyy i LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE this agnes b. bag i tell you we screamed when we saw it! LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. it's 185 bucks.i think i'll get it fr my birthday yaaaay.i found a present this yr woopee. anyway, then benita complained complained complained about her friend and alan all the way from far east to tangs it was so hilarious! and we wanted to go to the marriot hotel restaurent but they only served alcohol so it was a nono last night. hey but it's got really nice atmosphere, outdoors(:

i let go of a friendship with someone whom i've always thought of as someone i could depend on. and it seems like he can't be bothered either. sometimes it's so hard to see the truth that it's so tiring and hurtful to talk to both parties. i wish i never heard anything at all. why is it that it's wrong to trust people, why is it that when u trust people you always discover that people take advantage of it. you tell me, that to survive i have to be wary of everyone around me, i'm too innocent, i'm too gullible, i'm too stupid. maybe it's true, i see the inner person whom i think is nice and earnest, but when u tell me it's all shit, it's such a slap in my face.i don't know whether to use my heart or to listen to all the shit thrown right at me.it's too late anyway, bye hottie.

monday
training was mighty fine, the girls trooped down to parkway fr dinner and we had such a lovely time giggling over everything! i love you guys(:

see YOU tomorrow(:

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