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Sunday, March 26, 2006

my blog is so ugly i conclude. something has to be done! but i'm so busy i'll have to wait till earliest tuesday. but actually it's just because i don't know how to do and i'm waiting for the DREADED CHEM TEST to be over. fail fail fail fail fail fail fail F F F F F F F F F. arts fac take me will you?
today church was real long. was playing worship for the kiddies and i taught them too. they were so obedient and sweet today. wonderful darlings(: and it's real nice to see them praying so earnestly i wish i was like them.... went lunching with ben and the ns cell then they had soccer matches. it was really super hot outside so although i wanted to watch i stayed in the hall (although it was surprisingly hot inside too why is the weather so bad it must be a bad omen) then it was raining and raining so the matches were sorta cancelled or something. so yay i got to go back early. props! yeah but i played a bit of amateurish badminton with JANELL(aren't u excited u can see your name ha ha )and she did teach me well. i think. haha. and i had so much to say today k!!! but steph was overseas and gladys probably worrying over ******and****** so i didnt wanna flood her flooding msgs. i need someone to talk to !

i can't wait for school to begin(that's tomorrow) and monday to end! sidetrack- my bloody nail is cracking so much it's plastered like a fat lump gross. ok back to this. bumped into ******* today it was UBER WEIRDDD.i wonder how many zony seconds i stoned how weirrrd.i didn't know what to say as usual and as usual i didn't try to say anything which just multiplied the weirdness.then i felt guilty. then the guilt went and i felt nonchalant. which made me guilty again. then i decided to feed the guilt. i'm hardly making sense. should one feel guilty when another loses his/her importance in this person's life? what a good question(: but nobody can give me an answer. i don't know if i'm doing the right thing but then again i don't think i should have to try so hard. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. relationships are complicated fulstop- when they've begun and even when they've ended. and u know what.my mom keeps telling me platonic relationships don't exist they are just a lame excuse for guys to know girls better. laugh yes laugh. but i don't know. maybe i should listen to her ha ha.

by the way today i declare -auntie day. cos i woke up really tired and felt so auntie-ish plus i was doing auntie things. ohhhhh man wash my auntieness out!

i want new spectacles! shall go shopping with my mom at paris miki. yay!

how do u know when u like someone? tell me please(:

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